Before. After.

This is the comparison of ME between BEFORE I know all my FRIENDs and AFTER I know all of FRIENDs, I mean this year.

BEFORE                                                                  AFTER

1. I am a nerd.                                                    I am "open" to the community!
2. I dare not to even look at a girl...                      I chat with them a lot! (lately.)
3. I am "moral"-ised.                                           I know how to be BAD!!! (although not very bad.)
4. I say "How are you?".                                      I say "YO!". (lately.)
5. I nod my head whenever I see anyone.             I raise my hand and give a "HI!" sign!
6. My telephone bill = RM0. (fail... =..=)               My telephone bill = let me count how many 0 it has...
7. Less outing, less MCD, less library.                  More outing, more MCD, more library!
8. I don't know how to drive.                               You all gave me a lot of chances to practice!
9. I don't know even a thing about K-stuff.           At least I listen to K-songs now!
10. I can live on without FRIENDs.                      I can't live even a day without FRIENDs!
11. I can't live without GAMEs.                              I can live, even with only FRIENDs!
12. I don't skip school.                                           I skip school! (at least 2 or 3 days. :P)
13. I kept everything to myself.                               I shared it with...! (not much though...)
14. No one chat with me on FACEBOOK. (fail)                 Someone chat with me on FACEBOOK!
15. I don't have a TWITTER account.                     I have a TWITTER account!
16. I am not a BLOGGER.                                     I am a BLOGGER!
17. I sleep every before 2300, wake up every         I can stay up late, even until 0300! I can wake up                                                                0630.                                                          even if it's 0200!
18. My day was like "scheduled".                           I am like "Just late for 30 minutes what..."
19. I am alone.                                                   I am a part of all of YOU! I do hope so.
20. No one knows me. I don't know who am I.           My role in my life: I am a FRIEND...

To my friends, I will not regret, I never regret for changing and, I think it worth!

What I wanna say is... thanks for changing ME!

Hey! not only one changed me, all of YOU changed me, O.K.?

And, I enjoy these changes!

Someone...

Well, don't need to know who is the guy below, it's just a story...

I just sat inside my car. And then... my phone rang!
I answered the phone...
He was kinda... down, pleaded to come to my house...
Well... I agreed!

After about 20 minutes, he arrived and we went to my study room to study...

While studying... he told me a lot of things.
He was kinda... stress. He does not even feel that he was stressed.
He spilled all his feelings, no matter can it be express, or cannot be expressed...
He just tell me what he thought...

In this confined room,
there was only two of us.
I said, "Say whatever you wanna say."
I prepared to be a listener.

He told me what he saw, he told me what he thought, he told me what he felt.
Honestly, I listened all of it, just maybe I am forgetful,
I won't remember all of it...

He was pretty down...
I think, bursting out all what he felt might make him feels better...
I listened, listened, and listened...
I commented, commented, and commented...
It came to a silent in the end.

I gave a suggestion.
"How bout we go downstair and play some games later?"
"Oh yeah!!!"
What I think was: Maybe, this might make him feel better...

Well, we planned to play this out-trended PlayStation2,
which the only thing I have in my house besides computer.
It does not go by the plan, we played for almost an hour!
which we planned to play for half hour before!

Two silly guys playing this old-fashioned PlayStation2...
Ewww... there's dust on the controllers...
Now, you see how long I've been not touching this... THING...?

Hah! The most funny part is... sorry, not funny at all...
I won almost all the games!
...
I think, that won't cheer him up...
Sorry...

Sincerely, I do hope that YOU were being chilled!
But... sorry... I think I didn't make it...

Well, don't think too much!
Anymore stress? Need somone?
ME! Here! 
Here's a pair of ears...




You know what?
Eyes can be shut, mouth can be shut,
ears cannot be shut.
Even if they can be shut, I won't too...
They, will be used to LISTEN...

THESE are those who mean A LOT to ME... #5

Hee... Hee... Do you know it's your turn?
Huh? Who? SHE! J.!!! Well... who is SHE?

**warning: don't fall for her...

Awww... she is so attractive! that's what I would say~

Introducing her! She is J.!

And she is an extreme fan of K.stuff!!! Especially LMH!

See? Her smile is so charming! 

And, she is so beautiful! (well... many of us say so...)

Hmmm... Since when did I know her? Since I was 15, I think so~

(hah! I don't really know her at that time!

Argh! You know, I was very bad at socialising and no one would notice me before!)

And, you just popped up, just before I'm gonna end my secondary school's life!

Haha! Well, I think we didn't communicate much too!

Except through typing or writing...

I've already said, I'm not good at talking at all!

Hey, J., you know what? I LIKE you so much, and I enjoyed during our first conversation!

Until I forgot that I need to sleep! 

You are the first girl who shared her things with ME!

Well... sincerely, you gave me an impression of like "I am always sad..." before!

And this impression lasts... until lately, until the moment I think that

"How could it be possible for anyone to be sad at all the time?! You are YOU again!"

Hah! Silly ME!

Well, maybe I know not much about you, J. but at least a little bit, right?

What would I say?

Hmmm... Keep your smile, J.. Your smile keeps your FRIENDs happy!

You don't wanna see all your friends sad too, right?

Well, do you know that you are in my BFF's list?

I left a seat of  at least a FRIEND for you in my heart!

You have ME around YOU! You have US around YOU!

No matter what happens... 

or whenever you wanna spill your feelings, 

there will always be a bottle which will never be filled to the brim!

And, the cap will be closed too if any feelings are poured into it...

At least I will try hard to close it.

** All of the above that I've written is my opinions and my feelings,

she maybe not as nice as you imagined, or as I described.

THESE are those who mean A LOT to ME... #4

O.K., this maybe the first GIRL that appears in this blog, but... but... don't need to be so surprise!
Well, who is SHE?!

pretty right? yes, in my opinion.

Hmmm... what can I talk about her?

Well, I knew her since I was 16... Yes, Form 4... 

(actually I don't really know who is SHE at that time!)

Well, we didn't really communicate MUCH, I mean chat orally, not through typing or writing...

arghhh... you know, I'm not good at talking... 

Why would I wanna write about her? 

I think, it's because she gave me a nice image, or whatever... I don't know...

I think I LIKE her so much during the days of trial exam!

She sms-ed me so many tips, well... she is the first one who did that!

Hey, I sms-ed her tips also, O.K.?

And this continued until the trial exam ended...

Hmmm... And besides, you know what?

It feels good when you realise that you have companions in early morning, 

I mean approximately at 0200 or 0300...

You will feel kinda... warm, you know?!

Hah! I think this would be part of the memories which I will certainly remember: 

WE FOUGHT TOGETHER BEFORE!

Hey, remember ME, I woke YOU up in the early early morning before!

Well, I think that you are caring, at least towards FRIENDs!

YOU are one of the girls who I ever met that would be nice towards ME!

You are in my BFF's list!

Or... you wanna be my BRO? Ermmm... don't ask me to be your SIS...

It's my pleasure to meet you before I'm gonna end my secondary school's life.

And... I will undoubtedly remember your existence as at least a FRIEND in my secondary school's life!

Caring, helping, tolerance. 

These are what FRIENDSHIP is made up of.

These are what called BOND.

** All of the above that I've written is my opinions and my feelings,

she maybe not as nice as you imagined, or as I described.

My life changed...

If you wanna say that life's like a graph, I hope that my life is at the point x=-1 of the y=x^3 graph.

If you want me to describe my secondary life, the picture below represents my secondary life.

I love this picture so much! It's representing the happiness of my secondary life!

What I think is, how nice it would be if this lasts an eternity.

But, this would never happens...

THESE are those who mean A LOT to ME... #3

I met this one since I was 14, this is the one I took him as one of my BFF, or... "dailou?" just before I'm gonna end my secondary life. Well, no matter what I took him as, who is HE?


HERE! Down below!!!

THIS is how he looks like!

sunny, funny, and charmy right?

Oh well, what to say about him, huh?

股王？no... no... is 鼓王！

Why would I say that? 

Cause everyone thinks that he is sooo charming when he had a pair of drum sticks in his hands, on the stage!

See, see... you see the last photo... he is staring at me... opsss!

Well, well... how to describe him?

HE, entered our class this year, and yet, he can adapt to this hectic environment which is full of competitions so fast that you can't even believe!

And, this is why I have so much admiration towards HIM!

Not just because of that, it's also because he has so many friends too! 

He is good at making friends with... no matter who they are. 

No matter students from classes behind or students from classes at front, his juniors or his seniors!

I admire him for his extremely widened social network too!

Oh, how can I describe this GOD, huh? 

HE is a GOD who is good at sport, an intelligent GOD with diligence!

O.K., why would I say he is diligent? Haha! Here's one situation, 

Lshi: "Hey, wake me up at 0200 tomorrow!" 

ME: "WHY? o.0" 

Lshi: "Cause Jqian studies until 0500 everyday! :O" 

ME: "..."

Well, well... Now here's his influences on ME!

I think it's because of him, I changed from a NERD to a... a what, huh? 

Hmmm... a student who is willing to socialise with others!

You know what? Before 17, I was used to confine myself in the house and study, study and study... 

Nehh... I'm not that sick yet, I did play games and do some sports too! 

Well, knowing HIM, my life CHANGED! 

HE changed my life style, HE changed my attitude, HE changed my opinion towards my life! 

HE taught me a lot of things too! 

HE taught me how to treat others nicely, HE taught me how to behave myself, 

and the most unforgettable, HE taught me to keep my mouth shut... 

And, I would really like to thank him for chewing me out that time... I mean it SINCERELY!

Well, I do take you as a BRO, as a FRIEND, as a TEACHER of mine... 

I would kindly hope that you took me as your BRO too, or, at least your FRIEND?

Maybe you don't know ME much, maybe I don't know YOU much... But, this was once our friendship, and, I really really hope that this bond does not loosen... 

YOU will always be at least a FRIEND in my heart.

Bonds. No matter it's a covalent bond, no matter it's a ionic bond, whatever bond it is... it's a bond.

** All of the above that I've written is my opinions and my feelings,

he maybe not as nice as you imagined, or as I described.

Today and Tonight, late night.

Today, today... What I did today?
Well, I used to have fun with my friends in the morning of Saturdays... in the library.

Same as a usual Saturday, we went to the library.
There were Vrock, MrMingboy, Jqian, Matt, Wjiong, Jjung, Ryi, Itik, Wnee, Yfen, Lchin (well, I didn't see her but they say she was at there), and a new friend Jun  in the library this Saturday!
Well, I think that the library wasn't like the usual library we went before anymore! It was crowded with students. It's O.K. for me, but the problem was THEY made a cacophony of noise! Which made me had to use a pair of earphones to pretend that I was listening to songs, but actually, I was trying to "stuck" my ear holes with them...
Weird ME...
hoo hoo~ sincerely, I admit that WE, that group of friends made some noise too!

In the library, we planned to have our exercise at night, 2000 until 2200.
What kinda exercise? We call it "badminton"...

Well, well, inviting the GIRLS...
Matt and ME: "ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS!"
Who won? Of course it's ME! I used to win in ROCK, PAPER, SCISSORS!
And, I'm the one who took the responsibility to open my mouth and invite them.

I met a cool guy in the library who was wearing a cool jacket!

Inform me when you realise who is HE!

cool right? I think it's cool! sorry, the IT is the jacket.

RING!!!!! O.K. time's up! Go home and prepare for OUR night!

Tonight, I was driving a "manual"-ed MYVI, as the "auto"-ed, huge, big, black car was GONE! I mean my dad drove it away, not missing...
I would like to apologize if I've scared those who sat in my car, such as Jqian, Matt, Wjiong, Yfen, Wqi.
Well, I'm not use to drive a "manual"-ed car!

After an extreme sporty night, and after a LONG discussion, we made our decision to go to MCD!
Hmmm... the first time I drove at this LATE, DARK night. But, nevermind, we had FUN! 

No matter who are they, as long as they are my friends, as long as all of them are happy, I'm happy.

Coca-cola-ed, Sundae-ed, McChicken-ed, Spicy McChicken-ed...

It's time to go home! After dropping one of them (the one we stalked), we went back to the area I live.
And all of the sudden, "WA-CHA---" the rain just fell!

Hmmm... it's time for our Gentleman, Jqian to perform! HE umbrella-ed two girls outta my car, no, it's my mum's car into their house
but he was the one who was drenched! Gentleman right? Yes, he is such a nice guy!

He shivered in my car...

Driving pass so many lampposts, with the yellow lights shinning, with no cars around me, with the rain hitting on the car's windows... 

Suddenly, I had a feeling of LONELY... and, yeah, this is the world without friends.

This late night made a big contrast with my morning, afternoon and early night.

0151: My today ends here and now.

Friends are those who have fun with us. 
Friends are those who we can share our heart with.

Friends are those who are willing to lend a helping hand when you need it.  

Friends are those who you will never forget for your whole life time.

Now, who is the one appear in your mind? 
Ya! He/ She is one of your friends. or maybe more!

THESE are those who mean A LOT to ME... #2

It's 1456 now, I just had my lunch with MrMingboy.

And, I'm gonna tell you what I know about him... 

What HE means to me... 

Or maybe what I think about him...

Now, THIS is how HE looks like...

THIS is how HE looks like... And THIS is him!

Well, well... what to talk about him, huh?

O.K., now here is it!

I think I don't know him well until the age of 17!

All of the sudden, HE just popped up in my life, 
just before I'm gonna end my secondary school's life...

I did regret for not knowing him earlier...

In my opinion, HE is a talented guy and a sporty guy too!
As you can see, HE DANCES! 

And besides that,
HE is mature, he is diligent in his studies and he knows a lot of things too!

He is good at socialising with others, and for your information,
THIS is WHY I'm so friend with HIM!

Well, well... as a teenager, we all have a lot of secretsss, right? Ya, he has too!

And I am THE ONE he chose to share the SECRETs with!

It's my pleasure to have someone who TRUST ME a lot!

HE takes ME as a RIVAL. HE takes ME as a FRIEND. HE takes ME as a BRO.

I also took HIM as a RIVAL. I also take HIM as a FRIEND! I also take HIM as a BRO!

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?

Well, MrMingBoy, maybe I didn't share a lot of things with you...
but, I hope you don't mind...

I know YOU don't mind right? Wow~ you are so NICE!

What must be kept should be kept, and, it's kept nicely...

** All of the above that I've written is my opinions and my feelings,

he maybe not as nice as you imagined, or as I described.

THESE are those who mean A LOT to ME...

Who are those who mean a lot to me? Well, besides my family, the rest is

FRIENDS

O.K. Well, well... here come the first!

whow... whow... charming, huh?

*warning* Do not fall in love with him! He already owned so many girls' hearts!

How to describe him, huh?

A cute guy? YES.

Handsome? YES.

Is he a nice friend? OF COURSE!

Well, I knew him since I was 8 years old, and until now! Who is him? One of my BFF!

HE, a talented man with lots of muscles, which representing his sporty-ness,

with a huge brain, which representing his intelligence! 

Hmmm... His image as a very obedient BOY has not changed since the first I met him!

He follows all of his mum's commands I think...

"SIT!" "OK..." "STAND UP!" "OK~"

Honestly, I admire him too... No, is envy...

He is always GOOD at everything...

Some kinda like reaching a level of SUPERMAN, in my opinion...

I am blessed, to have a SUPERMAN as my friend!

WELL... This friendship had already lasted for SEVERAL years.

Sincerely, I hope this friendship lasts FOREVER...

No matter when. No matter where. No matter who we are.

HE, IS MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER.

** All of the above that I've written is my opinions and my feelings,

he maybe not as nice as you imagined, or as I described.