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I'm just a TREE, 
that have no mind or brain, 
that can't really think of what to do...






I KNOW WHAT I DID IS STUPID:


I know, I've done something stupid.
That might makes me regret...
You... I don't know what you will think...


What I know is... 
I don't want it to be a bad thing... to you.
There is nothing I can do even if it makes you feel bad...
I don't wanna apologize, since it doesn't help.


I got alotta things to say...
I wanna say alotta things...
But, I just can't say it out when I wanna say it out...
It's just like... I don't know...
I was like... I... I... I...
I was trying to say...


I don't wanna be as same as them.


I don't wanna lose someone like you...


Just tell me that you will forget all of those. 
If it makes you suffer...


I will forget all of those too...


Even I know... it's kinda impossible...


Seriously, don't take it as a serious matter, if you mind it...
I don't want you to suffer...


But if you really can't do it...
If it really reminds you of what had happened,
and it makes you sad or suffer...


Forget that there is a person called POKOK or TREE in this world...






STRUGGLES:


I knew I want nothing.
Just a clear answer of others' question for you.


I knew this kinda things might happen... 


I just wanna say what I feel...


It might just makes us to be strangers to each others.


Sincerely, you are a best friend to me.
I don't wanna lose any friend.


I don't want you to suffer...


Having a smile is better than having a sad curve on a face.
I want you to keep your smiles...






TO YOU:


I know it's impossible for you to forget what happened.


I know it's impossible for you to forget my existence.


I know it's impossible for you to keep your smile whenever we meet,
if there is a chance. Even if you can, you are faking it...


I know... 
I know nothing...






There is nothing I can do...

I left my footsteps... in your life.
There will always be someone... in my memory.